March 2 “My disorderly ‘self-sufficient’ life”

Do you struggle with disorder and over-commitment? Do you ever feel like God isn’t working on your agenda? Do you pray about everything?


Today’s Readings:
Numbers 1 & 2
Psalm 29.7-11
Proverbs 10.26-29
Mark 7.14-37

Numbers 1 & 2:

The who, the when, & the how

Well, we’re into a new month and a new book.

As I read these two chapters I couldn’t help thinking that God is a God of order. He specified who was to lead each tribe, where each tribe was to camp and even the order in which they were to break camp when they moved. He gave the “the who, the where, and the how” of it all. And we know from other passages that He also told them “when.”

In Mark 6 when Jesus fed the 5,000, He had them sit down in an orderly way, “… He commanded them to make them all sit down in groups on the green grass. So they sat down in ranks, in hundreds and in fifties” (Mk. 6.39-40).

Like most of you, I never seem to have enough time to do everything I want or think I should be doing. That can easily lead to disorder in my life. It’s easy to forget that God has ordered our lives, as well, and that He doesn’t give us responsibilities and then make it impossible for us to accomplish them.

Often the problems come as a result of our failure to seek God’s plan. We take on things He hasn’t called us to do and end up trying to do them in our own strength.

In Elizabeth George’s book A Woman’s Call to Prayer there is an excellent section on this subject. One statement has always stuck with me. It’s so simple, but so profound, “Make no decision without prayer.” I would add, once you have made the decision continue to seek God for the “the who, the where, the how, and the when” of it all.

More than disorder

As if disorder and over-commitment aren’t enough, other issues arise from our lack of prayer.

I hope I’m not alone, but when I don’t pray I too often try to solve problems the way that seems right to me. I would never say, “Lord, I don’t need Your help and wisdom.” The Martha in me just seems to ooze out. And it’s only when things get worse that I stop and realize just how much pride and self-sufficiency still resides in my heart.

When I don’t pray, I easily become critical, impatient, and judgmental. I start to wonder why God isn’t working by my agenda (ever been there?). I can spend so much time thinking about a problems that I actually feel like I’ve prayed about it!

Lately, I’ve made a fresh decision to be more faithful to God in prayer. He’s the only One who can change those things that need changing. He’s the only One who perfectly knows each one of our hearts.

He alone is the all-knowing, all-powerful, all-sufficient, ever-present God of the universe. Will you join me in a commitment to “make no decision without prayer” and to pray faithfully and daily about the people and circumstances He has allowed in our lives?

Psalm 29.7-11:

His promise of peace

“The LORD will give strength to His people; the LORD will bless His people with peace” (v. 11). What a great promise, but as with many of the promises of God, it’s conditional on our seeking His wisdom and obeying His counsel.

Proverbs 10.26-29:

Grace when we fail

“The way of the LORD is strength for the upright, but destruction will come to the workers of iniquity” (v. 29). It’s as we do things His way that we will find strength. The upright are not those who are perfect, but those who are walking in “grace obedience”—obeying to the best of our understanding, with His enablement, and turning to God for His forgiveness and grace when we fail.

Mark 7.14-37:

It’s always about the heart!

It’s what we put into our hearts, what we meditate on, and what we allow to come out of our hearts through our words and actions that determine the course of our lives (vv. 14-16, 20-23).

Your thoughts run your life!

In the Bible the heart and mind are synonymous. I read a great verse recently, Proverbs 4.23 in the New Century Version. It says, “Be careful what you think, because your thoughts run your life.” Wow! Chew on that for a while!

Closing Thoughts:

What decisions do you need to take to the Lord? What are you putting into your heart and what do you spend your time thinking about? Are you allowing sufficient time in your life to meditate on God’s truths? What do you need to take to Him in prayer instead of trying to handle it yourself? Are there people or circumstances that you need to commit to Him?

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7 thoughts on “March 2 “My disorderly ‘self-sufficient’ life”

  1. I have to constantly make sure I’m using my time wisely or else the entire day seems to get away from me! I stay in prayer that HE will help me stay focused, otherwise I am queen of distraction 🙂

    • Alecia,
      Yes, some days I feel like “rabbit trail” is my middle name. It seems to be a bigger problem when I allow myself to get over-committed.

  2. Hi Donna, I have gone through many seasons when I feel like I simply can’t get it all done. I make expectations that are simply not possible. Recently I’ve committed to a new style of prayer – two journals, writing in them daily, one for personal prayer and another for others. Its really made me pray more, and as a result I’m letting go of some of those expectations because God is removing the desire I feel I have for them. It’s a great feeling.

    Thank you for sharing this reflection with Salt & Light!


    • Marissa,
      I have felt the same way many times. Journaling is a great help to me, as well.

  3. Such a challenge here to go God’s way not our way. Fully rely on Him. Thanks for sharing at Essential Fridays.
    Mel from Essential Thing Devotions

  4. This is such a good post….it is so easy to live in a way we don’t mean to….we need to be very purposeful in our lives…..including decision making. Thank you for the great reminder. 🙂

    • Yes, we do need to be purposeful, don’t we?
      Thanks so much for visiting and commenting,